I am frustrated in this moment. I don't like the feeling of disconnect when I am working in earnest to share a perspective, create a solution when asked, or have a moment of rest......and I am tired. The lists travel into my future like adding machine read outs....one into the next, into the next until [...]
I am most definitely aware of my deficiencies. I am also becoming more aware of where I am not so deficient, expecting myself to be good at it all less and less. Oooooh, but I'm a task master to my very own soul. Oh Popeye....he am what I am what you are. I'm over half [...]
Not just any dog...one of MY dogs. I've begun posts and abandoned them of late...my groove is shifting as am I. Like plates on the earth, my worlds are overlapping. I can't seem to get enough sleep and am easily distracted, not off my game, but rather, my 'game' is changing. This I know [...]
It's time to expand our thinking. What IS possible. If we only believed, or knew our own power, every hint of worry would dissolve like a puddle in the sun. Remind me I said that. I have a vision for my land behind Carl House. Stay tuned! This or better God, this or [...]
I'm breaking away from my zip zip duties for a moment to bear witness to my own 'BB Webb journey'. I thought of something queer...odd. Of course every moment we experience is NEW, but I've been noticing how certain actions seem especially new. (I've not taken LSD, I'm merely noticing what has gone perhaps unnoticed [...]
I had a young man working in my organization not so long ago. A tall, good looking, sweet and capable young man. He was caught drinking Carl House alcohol on the job. I had to let him go. In letting him go, I offered that I would not abandon him, but rather walk alongside him [...]
I am reminded to create my own 'story'. My own story. I encourage you to create your own as well. And a reminder, should you choose, to not lose your heart, flexibility or courage despite how the world and people prompt you in doing so. I remind myself this evening, regardless of the fatigue I [...]
I don't like restriction or limits. I'm often my own worst enemy as I'll jot things on my calendar, some of the things on that dratted 'should' list. And if I don't want to do it, I don't. Who SAID I need to work out at 5pm. I'm going to make it 6pm or tomorrow. [...]
During my several moons of travail over the last several years....I have for about a year and a half envisioned a new website for my Carl House business. Sadly, I had not only NOT found the right person or business to help unfold the vision inside my head, I wasted money attempting to FIND that [...]
Our nuclear family, as we all know, is not what Ozzie and Harriet portrayed in the 50s....not one bit. I own and run a special event venue.....a lovely one in fact. I get teary with each bride I send down the aisle....hopeful that what they are putting out to the Universe, hopes, dreams what-have-you....might [...]